I’m going to be linking some comics from cat and girl that I rather like as, um, random filler now and then.
One.
I’m going to be linking some comics from cat and girl that I rather like as, um, random filler now and then.
One.
This came up a couple times recently so I thought I’d reiterate it on my soap-box here: I do not receive text messages, don’t bother sending them to me. All “texting” is blocked on my phone. I can send and receive email on my phone (in fact, email is a great way to send messages to me if you’re too lazy to dial my number). I can instant-message on any network on my phone. I can browse the internet and look up satellite photos of your house on my phone. I don’t have “texting”. I refuse to pay the obscene rates cell companies charge for what is effectively really crappy email.
/rant
In that last post I was thinking on the biological reward system linked to accomplishment but it was really an aborted attempt at explaining some stuff I’d been thinking over.
I’ve noticed my mood can track how busy I stay in accomplishing things with a couple of interesting curves. When I get overwhelmed I want to curl up and avoid everything. Also, I need a certain amount of Drew Time to just unwind and not doing anything particularly productive on a regular basis (reading, video games, or coding an encrypted backup system among my computers at home). I can postpone Drew Time, but it creates a time-debt, similar to avoiding sleep, that has to be paid back or there are consequences. I’m getting better at not avoiding things when overwhelmed but when I miss enough Drew Time it makes the whole system break down and I start getting crabby and doing shoddy work.
This weekend I ran into those consequences since I was both overwhelmed over the last couple months with seemingly many little things, ran out of Drew Time, started avoiding things, and got frustrated with myself for avoiding them. Once you start getting frustrated with yourself for being yourself (not liking how you’re acting/thinking/being/whatever) it kinda turns into a pity-party-death-spiral. So I walked away from that spiral and took a weekend to clean house (both mentally and for reals, since I find cleaning tends to be a good activity to help you meditate on things) and avoided people. I slept too much, did dishes and laundry, fixed a couple things, played video games, watched movies, lit candles and didn’t bother putting on pants for about 48 hours. I’m feeling like myself again, and it’s rather nice.
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It was just the lack of pants that helped me get my head straight.
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Avoided a party because I was feeling unwell, avoided biking because I was not feeling well.
Happiness in life often springs from hard work and accomplishment. Seems our brains reward us for productivity just as they do for doing Good Things for others. Advancement of the community as a priority is a natural result of evolution in a social animal like ourselves, and advancement of the self is a priority in essential all species. Sometimes the benefit of doing something good for others doesn’t have a tangible benefit for the self so we get happy-chemicals instead.
Basically, happiness is hard work.
Thankfully contentment is easy (for some).
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“I just don’t know how I can feel so bold and powerful during the day…and so afraid when I’m alone.”
- Eve
Read here to end for the full arc.
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It’s hard to think in straight lines when you’re hungry.
I don’t like using this little blog as a political pulpit but I do indulge in some fact-checking on occasion. Here’s a little something for the health care debate. Be forewarned: this will include things like “studies” and “statistics”. I’ll sum things up to make this nice and tidy for you though, so don’t fall asleep–really read this. You owe it to yourself to be educated on important subjects like this, if for no other reason than to look awesome in a discussion about it (Freud pwns all).
1) AMA study regarding causes of bankruptcy “Using a conservative definition, 62.1% of all bankruptcies in 2007 were medical”, “Most medical debtors were well educated, owned homes, and had middle-class occupations. Three quarters had health insurance. Using identical definitions in 2001 and 2007, the share of bankruptcies attributable to medical problems rose by 49.6%.”
Medical expenses aren’t just the single largest cause of bankruptcy, they cause nearly two-thirds of them. And these bankruptcies aren’t filed by poor, uneducated, uninsured people but instead by those we would define as “successful” and most have insurance.
2) Health expenditure We spend 50% more both per capita and as a portion of our GDP on health care than the second-highest country in either category. That puts us at roughly twice the average expenditure compared to other wealthy industrialized nations. And that’s certainly not all private expenditure. Our public expenditure (i.e. how much the guv’mnt pays) is average among wealth developed countries.
3) And yet, despite the massive amounts spent on health care, we utilize health care less than the average! We’re actually buying LESS for more total money. Talk about getting the shaft on bang-for-your-buck.
4) Oh, and what we’re buying is crap. Well, okay, it’s not crap. I mean we have health care on par with Slovenia at least. That only puts us roughly dead last in terms of quality for wealthy developed nations. That’s right folks, by common metrics our nation’s health is worse than Canada who arguably has one of the worst public health systems.
5) And despite paying more and having worse health care, we’re still commonly cited as “the only wealthy, industrialized nation that does not ensure that all citizens have coverage.”
Is public health care better than private? Not always. Private health insurance and private hospitals still exist in many countries with public health care and perform better in some aspects (often called a “two-tier” system to health care). But the studies above show that a) public health care is fuckalot better than no health care (*waves to 50 million Americans*) and b) our current system has problems that are deeper than not-being-public.
Reform is badly needed for our system. Given how abysmal the current system appears to be it’s really quite likely a public option could provide us with an improvement in efficiency and cost. Whether or not we join the industrialized world with public health care remains to be seen, but at least get the reforms through the system soon!
And remember folks, for every one person screaming about fictional “death panels” when the cameras are rolling I’m sure you can find ten with horror stories of our current system, starting at the crushing cost and going swiftly downhill from there.
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Great, so right near the end of this diatribe I find that wikipedia has summed up most of what I’m saying with full references that match about half of what I used. Fucking Internet.
I want a t-shirt that says Fucking Internet on it.
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